Hiaz...sometimes i really wonder what i want to do with my life...there's almost no direction sometimes...i mean...i always said that i would do anything to get into the high flying corporate world...but than...to do what? A financial analyst? A financial advisor? A marketing manager? A brand manger? Advertising? Human Resource?

Its so confusing when you have so many options...sometimes i really think that i should follow my teacher's five year plan series. Always changing jobs after 5 years...so..i have 6 jobs that i wanna try...6x5 = 30 years?!!!....i'll be 50 plus by the time i'm satisfied...plus..i dont think there will be any job security...no proper insurance to take care of you...and nobody wants to employ a job hopper...wait...my teacher did change countries to come into teaching...hmm...hiaz...apparently, using the SMART requirements are really hard to set a goal...i have the road in front of me, but i have no map. I have no idea which area in the corporate world i wanna specialize in...plus, sometimes pay check rules over the likeability of the job...so...basically, all i have to do is find a high paying job that i can enjoy doing as well...man..i can image what my mom would say...go into banking...go into banking...ahhh!!!...T.T...i really dunno what i want...its so confusing...my brain hurts...and i have yet to include dating or travelling around the world in my so called SMART plans for my life...i have a headache...T.T