Maybe its lies that i've been telling so far. The world is but my stage. A stage where I am but the actress who deceives with a mask as a face. Its been so long since I have spoken words i truly felt.

To deny myself of all the pleasures of the Earth is but stupid. To bypass love for things others want me to attain. To stare through my goals in order to achieve the dreams of others. If i have been very selfish so far than im sorry. But im afraid i dun feel im selfish enough though.

Pretending to love someone is the worse. Pretending to care was but a waste of my time. And all the more it hurts for that person. In a way ignorance was on my part.

I want to come clean. I want to live a life i want. Not a life people thinks or wants me to have. I'm happy with who I am. I have no wish to bow down to others' wishes anymore. If a caged bird can peck its escape, if a trapped wolf can chew its own arm off for freedom. Than why can't I ?

I'm taking my chances.